Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I looked out my window today and saw a very familiar face walking towards my cabin.

I went out and called to him "Eli, what are you doing here?"

"I've come to see if the rumors are true." Eli asked as he watched me walk towards him.

"What rumors?" I asked as I approached him.

"Well been a few who say that you stepped down because you were pregnant with Captain Typho baby. Others say that your stepped down because you got married and there are a few who are saying that you stepped down because you couldn't handle just being an aide any more." he said as he lower his eyes.

"Eli, you know the real reason why I resigned." I said as I gently placed my hand on his face.

"Yes, Dorme I do! I just can't stand to be in Theed and listen to those busy bodies and know your out here and can't do a thing to stop them." Eli stated as his face filled with anger.

"Oh Eli, you must calm down. Soon I'll go back to Theed but for now I just want to stay right here. You know this is the first time since Corde's death that I really feel at peace with her passing." I gently stated as I turned towards the lake and watched as the waves crashed into the beach that lined it.

"When you resigned did you leave word with anyone other then by that resignation letter that you left?" Eli worried asked.

"I did, and I never did hear back from him." I said as I wiped away a tear.

"Oh, who?" Eli asked as he gentle placed his hand on my arm.

"Captain Typho" I gently said as I felt his hand gentle squeeze.

"And he never returned your message?" Eli asked.

"No he did not." I said as I started wondering why Eli was asking all these questions.

"I'm sorry Dorme." Eli said as he looked at his watch "I hate to leave you here alone but I really get back before my mother starts to worry." He looked at me as asked "You will be alright once I gone?"

"Yes Eli, I'll be fine." I said with a smile on my face.

I watched Eli walk away, then I went back inside my cabin and started writing a letter to my mother.

Friday, March 24, 2006

It's so good to be home

Well, I'm home or as close as I want to get for right now.

I won't tell you my current location for many reasons..(Those are as follows!)

1. I want some time to myself.
2. I don't want someone to push me to go back to my old job.
3. I need some time to think.
4. I have not had a vacation in a long time.
5. I want to be closer to my family and friends.

I will show a picture of where I am so you don't worry so much about my well being.

Image hosting by Photobucket

Thursday, March 09, 2006


I just sent in my resignation letter to Senator Amidala, being one of her aids has been a one of the best things that I have ever done. Although my resignation may cause some incovenience for the other aids, I'm sure that they will do fine without me.

But for now I must move on with my life. It's time that I reach out and make my dreams come true. (And those of Corde.)

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Corde, I miss you!

I wrote down things that I would miss about my sister.

Her smile would light up a room.
Her voice was like a angel. Soft and gentle.
She cared more for others then she did for herself.
She give and give, even when there was nothing left to give.
I miss our talks, and our friendship.
I miss the small things we did for each other.

I could go on and on but I won't.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

An old letter!

My Dearest Dorme,

I've been understanding and stood beside you after Corde's death. But for you to still push me away is the last straw! If you don't call me by tomorrow, then I don't think I'll be waiting around for you to decide if you want me or not!

Your Love now and forever
(for some reason I can't read the name so I don't know who it is from!)

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Starting Over!

My other blog is missing from my dashboard.

I don't know how that happened so I guessing that I'll have to start all over!!

Just so everyone know I'm SORRY for the delay in this message!!